{"id":474,"date":"2014-10-30T05:00:58","date_gmt":"2014-10-30T05:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eszter-maura.eu\/?p=474"},"modified":"2014-12-14T16:37:37","modified_gmt":"2014-12-14T16:37:37","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/hazateres\/","title":{"rendered":"","raw":""},"content":{"rendered":"","protected":false,"raw":""},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false,"raw":""},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_en_post_content":"I.\r\n\r\nF\u00fclledt meleg \u00fcl a v\u00e1roson, \u00e9s a leveg\u0151nek\r\nm\u00e9z\u00edze van meg sz\u00e1ll\u00f3 por- \u00e9s hull\u00f3 levelek-szaga \u2013\r\n\r\nII.\r\n\r\nNincs m\u00e1r keser\u0171s\u00e9g ajkamon,\r\nsem gondolatok forr\u00f3, \u00e9des v\u00e9re\r\naz \u0151szi es\u0151 h\u0171v\u00f6s cseppjei\r\ncsorognak most v\u00e9gig arcomon.\r\n\r\n\u2022 \u2022 \u2022\r\n\r\n\u00c9s elj\u00f6tt egy nap, mikor a labirintus pontosan ugyanolyan volt mint egy m\u00e1sik alkalommal, t\u00f6bb sz\u00e1z, tal\u00e1n t\u00f6bb ezer \u00e9vvel azel\u0151tt. Ez persze t\u00f6k\u00e9letes lehetetlens\u00e9g volt: a labirintus sz\u00fcntelen\u00fcl v\u00e1ltozott, \u00e9s soha nem ism\u00e9telhette \u00f6nmag\u00e1t, mert a v\u00e1ltoz\u00e1snak ez a pillanatnyi megtorpan\u00e1sa a labirintus azonnali sz\u00e9thull\u00e1s\u00e1t eredm\u00e9nyezte volna. Ezt a labirintusv\u00e1ros minden lak\u00f3ja tudta, \u00edgy a torony legfels\u0151, \u00e9gsz\u00ednk\u00e9k szob\u00e1j\u00e1nak lak\u00f3ja is. Mint ahogy azt is csalhatatlan bizonyoss\u00e1ggal tudta, hogy m\u00e9gis megt\u00f6rt\u00e9nt. Mondhatni visszaeml\u00e9kezett arra, amilyen akkor volt a v\u00e1ros, azzal a m\u00e1sik alkalommal \u2013 b\u00e1r az j\u00f3val a sz\u00fclet\u00e9se el\u0151tt esett meg. M\u00e9gis fel tudta id\u00e9zni, mert a labirintus \u00f6sszes eml\u00e9k\u00e9t \u0151rizte, m\u00e1rpedig a labirintus olyan m\u00e9lyen gy\u00f6kerezett az id\u0151ben, hogy kezdeteire m\u00e1r senki nem eml\u00e9kezthetett. \u00dagy tetszett, id\u0151tlen id\u0151k \u00f3ta viszi mag\u00e1val ezeket az eml\u00e9keket, pedig volt id\u0151, mikor szabad volt t\u0151l\u00fck: csak az\u00f3ta tartoztak hozz\u00e1, mi\u00f3ta \u0151s is v\u00e9g\u00e9rv\u00e9nyesen \u00e9s megv\u00e1ltoztathatatlanul a labirintus r\u00e9sz\u00e9v\u00e9 lett. Az\u00f3ta a nap \u00f3ta, mikor kedvese \u2013 a labirintusv\u00e1ros egyetlen lak\u00f3ja, akit nem tudott tiszt\u00e1n maga el\u00e9 id\u00e9zni \u2013 azon a sz\u00f6rny\u0171 pr\u00f3b\u00e1n elvesztette a sz\u00e1rnyait.\r\n\r\n<em>Azt hiszem, fel\u00e9bredtem.<\/em>\r\n\r\n\u201eM\u00e1r a fel\u00e9bred\u00e9s \u00f3haja is sz\u00f6k\u00e9si k\u00eds\u00e9rletnek tekintend\u0151, haza\u00e1rul\u00e1snak.\u201d\r\n\r\nHogy lehet ez a pillanat ugyanaz, mint az a m\u00e1sik, ha \u2013\r\nakkor m\u00e9g nem \u00e1llt a torony.\r\n\r\nM\u00e9gis biztosan tudom, hogy ugyanaz: eml\u00e9kszem r\u00e1.\r\n\r\nAhogy kinyitom a szob\u00e1m ajtaj\u00e1t, a sz\u00e1m \u2013 401-es \u2013 lassan leolvad r\u00f3la, \u00e9s a f\u00f6ld al\u00f3l bukkanok el\u0151, ahogy leszaladok a toronyb\u00f3l.\r\n\r\nMost \u00e9n megyek v\u00e9gig a labirintusv\u00e1ros utc\u00e1in, \u00e9s h\u00fazom magam ut\u00e1n a h\u00e1l\u00f3t \u2013 hossz\u00fa ac\u00e9l- \u00e9s krist\u00e1lycsipke f\u00e1tylamat \u2013 \u00e9s az egyre k\u00f6nnyebb\u00e9 v\u00e1lik, ahogy a krist\u00e1lyok, kem\u00e9nyebbek a gy\u00e9m\u00e1ntn\u00e1l, \u00f6sszet\u00f6rnek \u00e9s elporladnak a labirintus utc\u00e1inak \u00e9s l\u00e9pcs\u0151inek k\u00f6vein; ahogy az ac\u00e9lsz\u00e1lak fennakadnak \u00e9s elszakadnak a ki\u00e1ll\u00f3 sarkokon.\r\n\r\n\u2022 \u2022 \u2022\r\n\r\nKeresem a helyem, mert megrepedt az Id\u0151,\r\n\u00e9s k\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00f6ttem a dolgok nem tudj\u00e1k eld\u00f6nteni,\r\nmennyire l\u00e9teznek.\r\n\r\nH\u00e1t lassan, gyeng\u00e9den \u2013 kihaszn\u00e1lva, hogy ily bizonytalan \u2013\r\nmegpr\u00f3b\u00e1lom lefejteni magamr\u00f3l a f\u00e1tylam.\r\n\r\nSaj\u00e1t v\u00e9remt\u0151l mocskosan s\u00e9t\u00e1lok ki a romok k\u00f6z\u00fcl.\r\nEgy pillant\u00e1ssal kusza ind\u00e1kat festek az \u00e9gre.","_en_post_name":"hazateres","_en_post_excerpt":"","_en_post_title":"Hazat\u00e9r\u00e9s","_fr_post_content":"","_fr_post_name":"","_fr_post_excerpt":"","_fr_post_title":"","_nl_post_content":"","_nl_post_name":"","_nl_post_excerpt":"","_nl_post_title":"","edit_language":"nl","advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2,29],"tags":[9],"class_list":["post-474","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-magyar","category-scripta","tag-nem-ismerek-teljesseget"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4KP79-7E","jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/474","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=474"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/474\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":477,"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/474\/revisions\/477"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=474"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=474"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eszter-maura.eu\/nl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=474"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}